Until you look like this…
So 5 years on here you are…
Happiest moment of your life…
With someone else…
With another man…
and I am just here finding myself still holding on to the your memories…
You deserve it…
I could not have given you… things you dreamt of… I saw a picture… he looks pretty handsome… bit fat though :p but you still looked so damn beautiful… I sincerely hope he would never ever make the mistakes I made… I think you probably know that too and that’s why you are giving your heart to him…
The funny thing is one of my best mates getting married to a Tamil girl…
I had to look at the invitation few times to make sure in a twisted way you didn’t invite me (Though I wish I could have been there on your wedding day least as a friend…
I am somewhat jealous because he could marry a tamil girl without a worry and I can’t no matter how much I loved you I can’t… I hate it.. I sometimes hope that I be in a position that I would be able to tear those old petty things apart, crush and burnt to thin air… Everything that stood in our way… the politics, war, hatred, jealousy
This is much anger as oppose to having any more romantic feelings… It’s not there anymore damage this done for both of us is way way too much… but I care for you… one can never forget the first love
All this is aside you deserve it…
I want to tell you this in person but doing so would only well don’t think the best idea… and of course you don’t want to talk or see me anyway…
I am happy that you’re finally happy. Getting what you deserve…